Last week at Passion, Christine Caine spoke to us two times. She is a huge advocate for freeing slaves who have been trafficked, and she really taught us a lot about sex trafficking, human trafficking, etc. While she was speaking one day, she told us how she was adopted.
Of course I immediately felt a strong connection with her. Our stories are quite different though, and she said some things that struck me quite strongly. She said how she didn’t know of her conception or any of the details surrounding her birth and adoption. I know these things, and I just kept listening to her story. But then she said, “God knows. Even though I don’t know these details, God knows. He says that He knew you before you were even formed, and that’s something I put my trust in.”
A few weeks ago, I got an e-mail from my BM. Now isn’t the time to go into details, but let’s just say I’ve been struggling with the whole thing, and I haven’t really decided how I “feel” about it. But, when Christine Caine said that God knows, I really related with that. I may never have the opportunity to know my BM or the cousin that I found on facebook. I may never know them. But, God knows me and that’s all that really matters.